Friday, September 18, 2009
Forgive and forget:))
what we could have been7:32 PM.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
what you are to me?
it enough la hor:(
treating you so good is not worth to me la:(
it my loss..
badmouth me all the way:( hell man. feel like really slappin hard on your face.
but i guess i not that violet.. haha:))
kor, i know by telling you all this is just useless:(
you might be thinking that i am wornd and bad.
just hope that you will realise it one day ba:)
it like thousands of knife poking into me, bleeding profusely.
it enough la hor:(
treating you so good is not worth to me la:(
it my loss..
badmouth me all the way:( hell man. feel like really slappin hard on your face.
but i guess i not that violet.. haha:))
kor, i know by telling you all this is just useless:(
you might be thinking that i am wornd and bad.
just hope that you will realise it one day ba:)
it like thousands of knife poking into me, bleeding profusely.
what we could have been6:47 PM.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
i seriously have enough le:(
stop threatening me this way:(
don need me when you want me, threw me away when you don need.
stop it la hor:(
i hate you:(
stop threatening me this way:(
don need me when you want me, threw me away when you don need.
stop it la hor:(
i hate you:(
what we could have been4:41 PM.
what we could have been4:41 PM.
Friday, September 11, 2009
today went out with baby, ah wei and eileen:)
though it like around 2 hour that i spent with them, but seriously i am much happy than with my family.
why my parents still so stubborn and unhappy?
i just having a malaysia boyfriend?
is that any wrong with that?
you guys wanna to push me a corner that i hardly breath is it?
anything also cant.
cant go out late at night, 9 plus is it late?
do things that you guys keep on nagging..
alots of pressure. do thing that make you guys so angry and keep on scolding me for what?
i admire of those parents that can be so understanding at times:))
anyone want to adopt me?
my mummy forcing me to make a choice in between baby and family.
i really really don wan to think that:(
please i really suffocated in pain..
until i can hardly breathe..
baby,
sometimes i feel that i not important to you.
i just feel like moving out and stay alone.
think i am just living in my own world.
which no one can really understand me:(
when i truly wanna find someone, everyone say not free.
quite sad to hear that lo:(
though it like around 2 hour that i spent with them, but seriously i am much happy than with my family.
why my parents still so stubborn and unhappy?
i just having a malaysia boyfriend?
is that any wrong with that?
you guys wanna to push me a corner that i hardly breath is it?
anything also cant.
cant go out late at night, 9 plus is it late?
do things that you guys keep on nagging..
alots of pressure. do thing that make you guys so angry and keep on scolding me for what?
i admire of those parents that can be so understanding at times:))
anyone want to adopt me?
my mummy forcing me to make a choice in between baby and family.
i really really don wan to think that:(
please i really suffocated in pain..
until i can hardly breathe..
baby,
sometimes i feel that i not important to you.
i just feel like moving out and stay alone.
think i am just living in my own world.
which no one can really understand me:(
when i truly wanna find someone, everyone say not free.
quite sad to hear that lo:(
what we could have been9:40 PM.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Today exam finish at 11am..
sad case for my POA:( gonna study real hard for my BEO le..
haha:))
jake still ask me the POA exam paper was easy?
i reply him" er alright lo" but actually i find it hard..
i lied to him.. haha:)) or else he will be laughing at me lo..
after exam headed to Plaza Sing with cliques to eat just asia..
after eating went down to plaza sing to shop around..
lee yen and huiling bought top from cotton on while the rest keep on looking and trying.
no money is like that de ma? only can temp ourselves...
walk around until 3 plus went home..
because i fallen asleep soon.
i dont know whether you are lying to us not?
somehow i got a feeling that you are, but just that i don want to say out ba le.
lf you are really lying to us, why you are lying to us?
can we know?
what for you lie? it like we wont laugh at you or look down on you ma?
right?
your problems make us feel so much doubts.
until we feel so tired le.
lies and lies again?
even lf we ask you you still like that...
ah ya, don know what to say to you..
sianx le.
bye:)
sad case for my POA:( gonna study real hard for my BEO le..
haha:))
jake still ask me the POA exam paper was easy?
i reply him" er alright lo" but actually i find it hard..
i lied to him.. haha:)) or else he will be laughing at me lo..
after exam headed to Plaza Sing with cliques to eat just asia..
after eating went down to plaza sing to shop around..
lee yen and huiling bought top from cotton on while the rest keep on looking and trying.
no money is like that de ma? only can temp ourselves...
walk around until 3 plus went home..
because i fallen asleep soon.
i dont know whether you are lying to us not?
somehow i got a feeling that you are, but just that i don want to say out ba le.
lf you are really lying to us, why you are lying to us?
can we know?
what for you lie? it like we wont laugh at you or look down on you ma?
right?
your problems make us feel so much doubts.
until we feel so tired le.
lies and lies again?
even lf we ask you you still like that...
ah ya, don know what to say to you..
sianx le.
bye:)
what we could have been5:44 PM.
Monday, September 7, 2009
thanks angeline darling uh for helping me my blog.
lols. baby went back to malaysia then i went over to my aunt house to stay overnight.
yesterday cousin treat us to sakura to eat buffet. total amt is $200 plus.
can you believe it? so expensive.
but then the food there are fabulous.
my nephew and niece went over there to eat fruits and ice cream:)
i don know why nowdays i keep on sleeping so early.
think i am really tired ba?
everyone was like asking me why i sleep so early nowsdays?
i also don know..
gonna prepare my thing for school le..
bye:)
lols. baby went back to malaysia then i went over to my aunt house to stay overnight.
yesterday cousin treat us to sakura to eat buffet. total amt is $200 plus.
can you believe it? so expensive.
but then the food there are fabulous.
my nephew and niece went over there to eat fruits and ice cream:)
i don know why nowdays i keep on sleeping so early.
think i am really tired ba?
everyone was like asking me why i sleep so early nowsdays?
i also don know..
gonna prepare my thing for school le..
bye:)
what we could have been9:29 AM.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
yesterday receive bill, it hit until 300 plus.
i think i accidentally press until gprs. suck man..
brother ask whether i need money not. i need it actually, but still i cant depend on you guys ba?
sometimes i might be wondering why i choose this path?
making myself suffocated and tiring..
talk on the phone till one plus till i hung call..
i no longer a little girl mummy and daddy think..
last time, anything that i do make you guys angry.
i will immediately stop the act.. but right now. i just hope you guys will understand me..
i not running out from the house or what..
maybe what he do now, may not be what you guys want..
but still give him some time?
i really admire of those parents that is so open until like see their daughters/sons stead..
my parents actually dote on him alot.
perhaps like what his brother told me, his bad habits had already been find out
which is keep on drinking beer..
mum,
i know you hate him drinking beer but he already cut down.
but sad to say you still don believe.
you did ask him to continue study, but still i can say he wont..
no one is perfect, but still i can understand bad habits can be changed..
but still bad habits cant be changed overnight, have to give time.
it really tiring,
you guys trapping me in between, it wont solve anything de..
rather i trapping inside with no air..
and the words i can only say is suffocated!
really, people truly understand me are getting lesser and lesser.
people talk joke with me when i seriously need a listeners.
lols.. try it on others when you really need a listeners..
don entertain me when you really joking me when i seriously need someone there..
things arents so simple as you think.
i think i accidentally press until gprs. suck man..
brother ask whether i need money not. i need it actually, but still i cant depend on you guys ba?
sometimes i might be wondering why i choose this path?
making myself suffocated and tiring..
talk on the phone till one plus till i hung call..
i no longer a little girl mummy and daddy think..
last time, anything that i do make you guys angry.
i will immediately stop the act.. but right now. i just hope you guys will understand me..
i not running out from the house or what..
maybe what he do now, may not be what you guys want..
but still give him some time?
i really admire of those parents that is so open until like see their daughters/sons stead..
my parents actually dote on him alot.
perhaps like what his brother told me, his bad habits had already been find out
which is keep on drinking beer..
mum,
i know you hate him drinking beer but he already cut down.
but sad to say you still don believe.
you did ask him to continue study, but still i can say he wont..
no one is perfect, but still i can understand bad habits can be changed..
but still bad habits cant be changed overnight, have to give time.
it really tiring,
you guys trapping me in between, it wont solve anything de..
rather i trapping inside with no air..
and the words i can only say is suffocated!
really, people truly understand me are getting lesser and lesser.
people talk joke with me when i seriously need a listeners.
lols.. try it on others when you really need a listeners..
don entertain me when you really joking me when i seriously need someone there..
things arents so simple as you think.
what we could have been9:02 AM.
