Tuesday, September 1, 2009
yesterday receive bill, it hit until 300 plus.
i think i accidentally press until gprs. suck man..
brother ask whether i need money not. i need it actually, but still i cant depend on you guys ba?
sometimes i might be wondering why i choose this path?
making myself suffocated and tiring..
talk on the phone till one plus till i hung call..
i no longer a little girl mummy and daddy think..
last time, anything that i do make you guys angry.
i will immediately stop the act.. but right now. i just hope you guys will understand me..
i not running out from the house or what..
maybe what he do now, may not be what you guys want..
but still give him some time?
i really admire of those parents that is so open until like see their daughters/sons stead..
my parents actually dote on him alot.
perhaps like what his brother told me, his bad habits had already been find out
which is keep on drinking beer..
mum,
i know you hate him drinking beer but he already cut down.
but sad to say you still don believe.
you did ask him to continue study, but still i can say he wont..
no one is perfect, but still i can understand bad habits can be changed..
but still bad habits cant be changed overnight, have to give time.
it really tiring,
you guys trapping me in between, it wont solve anything de..
rather i trapping inside with no air..
and the words i can only say is suffocated!
really, people truly understand me are getting lesser and lesser.
people talk joke with me when i seriously need a listeners.
lols.. try it on others when you really need a listeners..
don entertain me when you really joking me when i seriously need someone there..
things arents so simple as you think.
i think i accidentally press until gprs. suck man..
brother ask whether i need money not. i need it actually, but still i cant depend on you guys ba?
sometimes i might be wondering why i choose this path?
making myself suffocated and tiring..
talk on the phone till one plus till i hung call..
i no longer a little girl mummy and daddy think..
last time, anything that i do make you guys angry.
i will immediately stop the act.. but right now. i just hope you guys will understand me..
i not running out from the house or what..
maybe what he do now, may not be what you guys want..
but still give him some time?
i really admire of those parents that is so open until like see their daughters/sons stead..
my parents actually dote on him alot.
perhaps like what his brother told me, his bad habits had already been find out
which is keep on drinking beer..
mum,
i know you hate him drinking beer but he already cut down.
but sad to say you still don believe.
you did ask him to continue study, but still i can say he wont..
no one is perfect, but still i can understand bad habits can be changed..
but still bad habits cant be changed overnight, have to give time.
it really tiring,
you guys trapping me in between, it wont solve anything de..
rather i trapping inside with no air..
and the words i can only say is suffocated!
really, people truly understand me are getting lesser and lesser.
people talk joke with me when i seriously need a listeners.
lols.. try it on others when you really need a listeners..
don entertain me when you really joking me when i seriously need someone there..
things arents so simple as you think.
what we could have been9:02 AM.
