Friday, August 28, 2009
Yesterday talk to baby until nearly 12am..
it was very tiring, we don share the same bond anymore, i guess?
what i want to talk to you bout, you don seems to bother much..
sometimes i feel like returning in the past laughing non stop..
though i may laugh now, but seriously the laugh wont last long..
unfortunately, quarrels keep on coming..
Honestly, i lost confidence in this relationship already..
last night, i meant to just have a chat with you..
but what you give me those answer is still got any others to say?
sound like you are in a rush to hung the phone is it?
i feel like treating you the way you treat me.
it will look horrible lf you really want me to do that?
but still i guess there don need to do that..
i hate it man, really..
how i wish there is a patient urgently need blood, i will be the first to donate..
lf were to save a person from a road, i don mind..
i might sound super silly and foolish..
but it really hurt me..
rather than i keep on hurting myself by smoking..
or should i enjoy myself to keep on drinking?
super sianx and bored le..
it was very tiring, we don share the same bond anymore, i guess?
what i want to talk to you bout, you don seems to bother much..
sometimes i feel like returning in the past laughing non stop..
though i may laugh now, but seriously the laugh wont last long..
unfortunately, quarrels keep on coming..
Honestly, i lost confidence in this relationship already..
last night, i meant to just have a chat with you..
but what you give me those answer is still got any others to say?
sound like you are in a rush to hung the phone is it?
i feel like treating you the way you treat me.
it will look horrible lf you really want me to do that?
but still i guess there don need to do that..
i hate it man, really..
how i wish there is a patient urgently need blood, i will be the first to donate..
lf were to save a person from a road, i don mind..
i might sound super silly and foolish..
but it really hurt me..
rather than i keep on hurting myself by smoking..
or should i enjoy myself to keep on drinking?
super sianx and bored le..
what we could have been7:37 PM.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
i hate when you keep on saying that you want to go clubbing?
fun is it?
keep on going... having those brother will help you is it?
though i am 18 yrs old, but till i feel that i already thinking somethings le..
but how bout you?
keep on having fun like no one business..
and in the end complain to me that what no money..
hello i not a bank for you to withdraw, beside i still studying alright?
i swerve la even if i started working le, i wont get a single cents from parents le..
and i wont keep on complaining to people that what i no money le..
though i not much money now...
least i know i didnt spent the money on those clubbing things..
though i admit i got smoke.. but least i not addicted to it..
i only smoke when i am stress..
it really piss me off when you keep on telling me..
what you want go clubbing..
wasting your money on those silly things will only make you look like a FOOL!
DUMBASS!hate your attitude lo!
fuck off!
fun is it?
keep on going... having those brother will help you is it?
though i am 18 yrs old, but till i feel that i already thinking somethings le..
but how bout you?
keep on having fun like no one business..
and in the end complain to me that what no money..
hello i not a bank for you to withdraw, beside i still studying alright?
i swerve la even if i started working le, i wont get a single cents from parents le..
and i wont keep on complaining to people that what i no money le..
though i not much money now...
least i know i didnt spent the money on those clubbing things..
though i admit i got smoke.. but least i not addicted to it..
i only smoke when i am stress..
it really piss me off when you keep on telling me..
what you want go clubbing..
wasting your money on those silly things will only make you look like a FOOL!
DUMBASS!hate your attitude lo!
fuck off!
what we could have been8:07 PM.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
As usual today company him today..
i realise that i am like a fool actually make the way to yishun..
i call him so many times when he actually didnt want to bother at all..
when i am half way through the mrt, he finally call me..
i didnt throw my temper at him lo, he throw at me first say why call me so many times?
fine... anything just blame on me..
blame on me ba..
anything you do is correct and everything i do is on mistakes..
happy to see like this?
can anybody tell me what should i do?
tired..
i realise that i am like a fool actually make the way to yishun..
i call him so many times when he actually didnt want to bother at all..
when i am half way through the mrt, he finally call me..
i didnt throw my temper at him lo, he throw at me first say why call me so many times?
fine... anything just blame on me..
blame on me ba..
anything you do is correct and everything i do is on mistakes..
happy to see like this?
can anybody tell me what should i do?
tired..
what we could have been9:41 PM.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
seem so tired and down on those recently days..
i think you still don seems to understand me well..
comes to problems, you only know how to run..
want me to do things that you want,
but come to mine problems. what you can give is hack care attitude..
last time i take things to serious.
but right now i don, you want to care jiu care ba..
i not giving it a dam..
it sad to say that it very tiring lf one doesnt seems to care for you or helping you..
when you keep on helping..
baby:
last night told you alot of things..
i don know why i am so straightforward to you last night..
i think you are shocked.. sorry baby..
the things were hidden in me..
you asked me why i didnt tell you earlier?
guess that because of your work, i don wish to add on to your burdens.
hope there will be less quarrel..
i think you still don seems to understand me well..
comes to problems, you only know how to run..
want me to do things that you want,
but come to mine problems. what you can give is hack care attitude..
last time i take things to serious.
but right now i don, you want to care jiu care ba..
i not giving it a dam..
it sad to say that it very tiring lf one doesnt seems to care for you or helping you..
when you keep on helping..
baby:
last night told you alot of things..
i don know why i am so straightforward to you last night..
i think you are shocked.. sorry baby..
the things were hidden in me..
you asked me why i didnt tell you earlier?
guess that because of your work, i don wish to add on to your burdens.
hope there will be less quarrel..
what we could have been7:38 PM.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
what we could have been9:19 PM.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
dead and tired..
just leave me alone..
i want stay alone and emo..
i don need anyone company..
seriously dun nid..
i just want to stay alone alone and ALONE..
LEAVE ME ALONE..
I HATE EVERYONE..
REALLY EVERYONE..
EVERYONE LIE TO ME..
FORGET IT MAN..
I AM TIRED..
I THINKING OF ENDING EVERYTHING..
what we could have been6:19 PM.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Sorry peeps my computer went down..
i was able to update now through my cousin Laptop...
nowdays lots of quarrel.. link me to lost le..
i am afraid of everything.. and you...
what i seems to do, seems nothing perfect to you..
what your friend do to me, i had to cover up everything..
even it like not my fault, i also had to bear everything..
what you can only say is like don care la..
when you wanted something, i did went to the extra mile to help you to get it..
but when i fail to help, you only say wa le eh..
it not that i don want help you..
but sad to say you dun seems to understand me at all.
friends to you seems more perfect, so why in the first time you keep on asking people to introduce when your attitude is like this? it link to disappoint..
you think i not heartpain when my darlings and friends scold you..
but i feel that whatever i say also no use..
whatever i do, also no confidence.
friends keep on asking me cheer up..
maybe like what i say before. i wasnt a good girlfriend ,friend and everything..
things will get better? really or is everything just a dream now for me?
maybe those who are not really close to me and reading my blog now..
may think i am complain queen..
but imagine you are me..and your boyfriend always switch to his phone silent mode..
and when you call him so many times, he don even want to care..
and when he answer the call le, he throw his temper..
of course you will get angry right? you call him so many times.
then in the end he throw his temper..
and comes to problems.. he only can don care la..
it just needed some time to cool down eveything ba..
i was able to update now through my cousin Laptop...
nowdays lots of quarrel.. link me to lost le..
i am afraid of everything.. and you...
what i seems to do, seems nothing perfect to you..
what your friend do to me, i had to cover up everything..
even it like not my fault, i also had to bear everything..
what you can only say is like don care la..
when you wanted something, i did went to the extra mile to help you to get it..
but when i fail to help, you only say wa le eh..
it not that i don want help you..
but sad to say you dun seems to understand me at all.
friends to you seems more perfect, so why in the first time you keep on asking people to introduce when your attitude is like this? it link to disappoint..
you think i not heartpain when my darlings and friends scold you..
but i feel that whatever i say also no use..
whatever i do, also no confidence.
friends keep on asking me cheer up..
maybe like what i say before. i wasnt a good girlfriend ,friend and everything..
things will get better? really or is everything just a dream now for me?
maybe those who are not really close to me and reading my blog now..
may think i am complain queen..
but imagine you are me..and your boyfriend always switch to his phone silent mode..
and when you call him so many times, he don even want to care..
and when he answer the call le, he throw his temper..
of course you will get angry right? you call him so many times.
then in the end he throw his temper..
and comes to problems.. he only can don care la..
it just needed some time to cool down eveything ba..
what we could have been7:29 PM.
