I piss off larhs..
i wont anyhow scold people necessary unless something really piss me off..
those who are really closed to me will understand my feeling..
Your Act is just being childish.. ue think i am gong is it?
lie to me i still dunoe is it?
just that i blink one eye only lo..
sometimes i really need to find him urgently... i need you help..
lf you dun want to help, then don help lo..
why must ue lie to me again and again?
you liars! i hate liars.. i hate people to lie to me!
when you are bored. you wanted us to call ue..
we did call ue..
but when we are bored, you just give us a hack care attitude..
Fuck ue man..
we dun deserve how ue treat us la hor..
next time anything dun call us..
rest assure when ue call us, we wont answer your call either!
i will mark my words:)
your attutide just simply sux!
i nearly scold ue to hell when you ask his ex out..
you know i will get jealous, and yet you do it!
eh, you do it purpose de or what?
that time did ue understand my feeling?
i dun think ue are lo.. just keep on hurting people and hurting people..
you love to hurt people i will hurt you back like how you hurt me..
i somehow regret to know you..
what i learn from ue.. are lie..
you give me those hack care attitude..
well.. i don think i should bother you at all le..
i hate ue:(
what we could have been10:42 AM.
down with fever 37.7
sore throat.
2 days mc
headache..
sianx lo.
what we could have been9:59 PM.
should i let go?
i really dunoe what to do le..
just give me time to change...
Clueless...
Am i the one that change or is you?
????
can anyone answer me?
Heart seems bleeding non stop:(
Crying non stop:(
Emo:(
what we could have been9:04 AM.
TIRED...
BREATHLESS.
what we could have been8:17 PM.
i really hate the way ue treat people:(
it just simply piss off..
i nearly scolded ue.
we not your spare typre as when ue like it, ue come and find us..
don like us just simply throw us away.. just image people do this to ue?
you will like it meh? how the feeling?
thank god i only this year same class with you..
i will pray hard not to be same class with ue next year..
maybe you people might think is good la..
but perhaps ue guys havent see her true colours..
it just simply one day ue guys will see it:D
wanna me to respect ue. ue respect others around ue first.
ue give people this attitude and ue want people to respect ue still?
come on la, ue are 17.. no longer like a kids okay"
what we could have been8:21 PM.
Today didnt went work..
went to look for baby and his friends..
waited for them to do their hair and off we went to eat breakfast:))
didnt really eat much as something spoilt my mood.
regretted at 3 pm plus as i didnt eat much in the morning..
my stomach was growlin..
wa le.. but heng lo.. we buy alots of food to the cinema..
though we know is illegal lo.. hehe..
watch transformer again..
today went out with baby two friends to..
who i didnt saw before.. the girl look so dao and fierce..
talkin to her like so scary lei..
while watching transformer halfway through...
i ask baby this:
i: baby, you cry uh? ( because one of the robot die while saving sam)
Baby: no la.. where got?
later movie end...
Baby: baby the movie like very touching hor..
i: orh.. that means.. you wanted to cry out de la?
baby: ( he quickly deny lo) no la.. where got?
i: ah ya, see your patterns. still want to act act..
Baby: .....
after watching transformer, headed down to amk to shop..
shop around 8 plus.. home sweet phone:)
darling cheer up:))
guys are like this... haix..
why they love to take advantage?.....
????
what we could have been8:29 AM.
today lesson was so boring that i fallen asleep straight when i lied down on my desk..
Almost every teachers repeating every single word..
school today start at 8 am and it end at 4 pm..
chatted with baby till midnight last night..
and i saw baby sms at around 3.30 am.
bet he cant fall asleep ba...
darling...my only and one darling..
sorrie lf i sound mushy..hehe..
thanks alot for those up and downs moment..
ue help me alot... though we only know this year..
but we like know each other for long..
whenever i need company, you will always be there for me..
never fail wor:))
when i down. you will always seem be the listener with me..
xie xie nie:))
darlimg no matter what, i always be there for ue de:))
anything just text me or call me..
love you alots darling:))
what we could have been7:29 PM.
yeah i not a good girlfriend.
last time ue are not like this at all de..
but right now, little bit things ue seems so petty and hot temper..
how to tell ue my sorrows my pain?
somemore ue are one of my loves ones to me..
ue always wanted your own way, i respect.. i give in.
but did ue give in and respect how i do things do?
yeah i admit sometimes i am over react to much le.
sorrie about it..
perhaps i shouldnt pin to much hope on it..
i really really tired and sick of it le.
what i do, people just simple don appreciate it.
what for sia?
what we could have been7:26 AM.
School reopen today..
timetable change totally..
sianx..
perhaps i wasnt a good friend and a stead ba..
is not that i don want to chat with ue..
is i don know what to chat with ue about..
but i guess ue misunderstand me:(
forget it lf ue thinkin i am those type of person..
maybe is our age gap..
i may like a kid to ue.. cus ue are 24 years old.
i may talk the way that i like.
i cant possible don talk right just because ue don like it?
i may be a good entertainer at times..
sometimes i wonder am i laughing or just bleeding inside my heart.
what we could have been9:05 PM.
tml reopen school sooooooooooooooooooooooooo sianx..
cus it boring boring boring boring boring boring boring
i hate going especially the new time table:( sianx la.
never mind.. i plan to sleep lf lessons are super boring..
hehe.. i know teachers will started nagging at me or
started askin me questions to see i awake not.
ytd baby mum chat with me through phone..
i also thought i am dreaming but it real.
scaring at first..
but a while later find out she is actually alright la..
friendly that what i can describe her..
today went over to aunt house to slack.
fun..
sorrie everybody i just top up my card only..
didnt call you guys or sms.
alright i gonna sleep..
tml got school.. plan to lee siao people..
haha:)) night
what we could have been10:27 PM.
one of the idoit spoilt my day..
F*** off la..
ue think what ue got stead big deal?
ue think alot of people like ue is it?
what ue can do is only lie and lie..
forget it la hor, next time ue don have friends..
don come cry like a cry baby..
only know how to cry and cry.
have a mummy to support ue.
so what? next time ue also have to independent..
your mummy can support ue forever meh?
i actually thinking of forgive ue of hurting me so much..
but right now i don have this type of thinking anymore.
in fact i hate you more and more.
your face make me feel like vomitting.
don act a big one when ue are not lo..
don come begging anyone in the end cus no one will help ue when ue have this type of attutide..
it just simple irritate people:((
what we could have been9:26 AM.
freak la.. i seriously hate ue to hell:(
i don mean to say all those words..
but ue seriously not doing any good to me la..
what ue can do is only scold scold..
i not your punching bag either la hor..
seriously la hor, ue give birth to me for what de la??
only know how to treat me like this?
ue sux la..
ue think by taking away my phone will bring ue any good?
your actions are lame la..
childish:((
freak la..
i seriously hate to talk to ue now.
what we could have been7:36 AM.