Today was a Loooooooooooooooooooong Day for me:)
meet up with working friends plus darling and ong lai tak and off to interview at city hall.
after that shop around raffles place.
say frankly, the oreo donuts from donuts factory did tempt me la.
but i dunoe why i so stupid that i didnt buy.. wa le:(
haha... never mind la. hehe....
later headed to orchard walk around...
actually wanna meet up baby for lunch de.
but i am late he dabao his lunch le.
so we walk around shop shop.... alot of things did tempt me..
but didnt buy much cus lack alot of $$$..
only bought a dress at 10 bucks. cheap right?
hehe.. i love the dress so much:))
tml going back to work...
i dun think meeting aria they all for ktv le ba?
sing until like so late le..
maybe meeting them on sunday ba:))
i feel like watching transformer again with baby...
it nice.......woohoo~

shall upload photo tml....
so tired:(

Thanks to all Friends and Sisters for there:)

i dun have mood to post anything for the past few days.
sorrie my ah gong just pass away recently:(
ah gong rest in peace:)
now i learn to treasure things le, hope it not to late:)

TO BABY:)
sorrie that i causes so much trouble and hurt to ue.
sometimes i just cannot control my temper, i admit my temper is bad.
what we promise each other i will do it de:))
Perhaps both of us needed more time to understand each other well ba? i guess so...
sorrie that i didnt have mutual trust in ue.
cus the previous relationship really hurt me much:(
sorrie baby, i really changes myself into a better girl:)

sometimes i wondering is it worth it lf i treat someone good when he/ she dun even appreciate it.
i may look hot temper at times. but lf i look hot temper.
there is a reason behind it:)
i use to be mad last time at little bit things which irrtate me or people tend to throw/give me attitude:(
but right now i no longer angry.
lf you choose to throw attitude at me or throw temper at me.
be it. because i wont angry over this type of single little things anymore.
i no longer the petty eng yong or keep on throwing temper at people.
forgive and forget:)
people will change just that it up to them whether they are changing into good way or bad way only.

that all... tired.

currently just recover from stomach flu only..
feel much better ya.
thanks kimchi for pei wo go see doctor:))

You are one of the good friends whom i choose to share my sorrows and happiness with you.
last time we can used to chat like one hr plus on the phone.
right now, is sad to say that we chat less than 10 min conversations then we just hung:((
talking to you you sound like so frustrated.
yes i admit people do change, but i always have this mindset that is up to people how much they want to change ba? right?
sometimes is not i don want to tell ue, is scare ue are angry ba.
we can company ue when your friends are not around.
when they are around, you just leave us.
though we are mad about your attitude like this, but did we ever blame on you before? no, we didnt.
nowdays i dun really understand what my friends are thinking?
just thinking that we are drifting further and further.

perhaps we shouldnt depend on each other most of the time.
we should have let go each other sometimes.
this week i cant company ue much.
eating those medicine make me feel like vomitting.
is not that i dun want company ue, is i really feeling so sick and tired.
maybe i not a good girlfriend at all:((
cant do things that ue like.
all i do is make ue angry and angry.
PROBLEMS AND PROBLEMS:((
i not good enough unlike your previous girlfriend.
haix.
i dun have strength to blog anymore. tired.
head so pain:((

today wake up early to company kimchi.
after that, meet ong lai tak at bishan.
sorrie ong lai tak we are late.
sorrie... sorrie... sorrie.
after that went to orchard to shop around:))
as kind of broke, nothing really attracts me. the more i shop the more boring lo.
shop around 4 plus. time to go home.
kimchi went to look for her friends:)) while me and ong lai tak went home.


baby i misses ue so much.
sorrie baby i know that my temper is really bad.
i will change into a better girlfriend:))
i admit i am jealous that your friend keep on calling ue.
but after ue explain to me i feel relieved.
give me time i will be alright de. perhaps things came to sudden.
i dunoe how to handle it.
sometimes i will think so much that i will scare of losing ue.
scary lo.

MY TAGBOX GOT SOME PROBLEM.
I WILL REPLY YOU GUYS THROUGH YOUR BLOG.
SORRIE:))

Today went to aunt house to take care grandma as she not feeling well.
grandma get well soon:))
slack at aunt house till almost 9 plus went home.
missssssssssssses my BABY so much.
baby call me at around 10 plus. chat a while later he have to hung up the call cus he need to do his own things.
while waiting for his call, i fallen asleep.
this happen 4 times already.
i am sorry baby.
i only see baby sms at around 1.30am.
sorry baby. i should had let ue sleep as tml ue have to work.
sorry baby making ue wake up in every 2 hrs time.
sorrie i know i been selfish.
sorrie baby:((

Freak la stop all those Things la.
and ue stop calling my stead.
what advantages ue got from my stead?
stop it la. think everybody will like it is it?
company all you want la.
i hate it la.
sms ue ue didnt reply.
everytime tell me busy busy.
wa le. busy still got time talk to her uh?
hate it la:((

went to work from 9am to 6pm with two of my beloved.
hehe.. i am sorrie girl for my bad temper to.
maybe the past few days so many problem.
now we are okay:)
hehe..
baobei don think so much wor.
think of the positive side.:)) don think so much.
anything I"ll be there.
so cheer up:))
baby i miss ue:"))

today went to hougang to meet my darling.
she was dam funny. that why i love her so much~
hehe.. sorrie hor i not a lesbian. just that we are good friends lo. hehe..
chat up with her alot of things.

darlings don think so much:)
try avoid lf possible ba.
anything tell me i be there:))
after meeting darling, went to aunt house and take care nephew and niece.
nephew so cute but when i carry him i want faint le.
because he was so fat. haha.
miss baby so much~
baby wo ai ni:]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KOR KOR:)

**** ue larhs.
wth lo, i treat ue like a good friend of mine.
but what your comments to me are just sux. i rather ue save all those comments on your own.
so what lf your temper is bad? which mean you can just anyhow throw your temper at us la?
sorrie la hor we not your punching bag la.
wth lo, ue got problems we help ue.
ya la hor i am like a problematic child.
ue think i like it is it? lf ue dun help me in anything. just shut up your mouth! i will greatly appreaciated lo:]

i feeling much better le:]
thanks friends for being there cheering me up.
thanks friends for being my listener without fail.
greatly appreciated:)
Yesterday had a big quarrel with parents that they took away my phone.
didnt really talk to baby much le,due to parents.
sorry baby. My heart feel so empty without talking to ue much.
make ue worried and make yourself drink so much.
baby hope what you promise me things are true.
when i got problem is not i dun wish to tell anyone first it because i dunoe how to express my feelings out.
so i will rather myself be alone and emo.
i dun wish to hurt or making my loves ones sad.
i will tell ue guys when i am ready. so just give me some time.
today actually going out with darling de.
but morning i use house phone to call up baby,
he told me he is sick.
BABY MY HEARTPAIN:(
baby guai guai eat those medicine though it is so bitter i know. tahan a while alright? DRINK MORE WATER REST WELL.
i want HEALTHY BABY:D
i went over and company baby to see doctor.
when the doctor ask baby did ue went to mexico?
i was there laughing.
i know singapore is beware of the H1N1.
but then dont ue think the doctor ask like bit of to straightforward?
after that we went to NORTHPOINT to shop.
there was so big now unlike the 1st time i went there.
think it was really long since i went to northpoint to shop le ba.
bought baby a necklace and myself a shirt.
after that went to amk hub to shop while waiting for darling to pass me her phone.
thanks darling:)
so tired le that we went home.

At this moment i still cant sleep lo.. so sianx and moody:[
alots of things happen and i feel so extremely pressurized.
perhaps what my mummy say is right.
people understand me are really getting lesser and lesser.
i have no one to turn to, just to able to write out my emotions through blog.
crying days by days doesnt seem to solve anything.
where are ue when i need your company? my mind seems to be in a lalaland.
ue promise me those things is it really promise me or just lying to me again?
thanks darling and sisters company me.
i guess i will be strong and fine ba.
i NEEDED time to heal up my wounds.
thanks for friends being there for me. i greatly appreciated:]
i' am sorrie that i make my loves ones hurt.
i just cant control my emotions.
seening you guys so emotions so sad because of me, i am sorrie.
people tell me before that when ue are sad don ever listen to emo song.
but i dunoe why when i am down the more i feel like listening to emo song.
i feel like sleeping till i cant wake up. then i will not give anyone any problems anymore.


i wish to talk to ue about how i feel.
but when the moment i talk to ue, ue seems hack care.
so the more i guess i shouldnt be bother so much about it since ue already like giving me this type of attutide.
finding ue like hell when ue like to make yourself MIA
Tired le.
when i didnt reply your sms because i am busy.
you will call me why didnt reply my sms.i did reply ue in a friendly tone.
but when you didnt reply my sms because you were busy.
i call you you say why call me for what?
couples cant call each other is it?
is that what ue telling me?
my mind is just full of ???? ba:[

HEART BLEEDING NOW.
NOTHING SEEMS TO MEND IT NOW:[
ENG YONG SEEMS DEAD.
I HATE LIARS.
I HATE UE!
WHY LIE TO ME? I HATE UE HATE UE HATE UE:[

thanks darling for helping me to do my blog =D
ue don think so much hor anything can tell me =D
today didnt go out , stay at home the whole day.
was tired that i eat and sleep. wake up eat again. hehe sound like pig right?
hehe.. think really to tired le. sorrie uh darling didnt go out with ue today.
will meet up with you guys soon =)
i need a job ASAP. anyone intro Please? GSS is here yet i only can SEE NO BUY.
sorrie baby i cant find the thing that ue are looking for.
i can understand your feeling.
i want ue happy =D
hope the thing can quickly be FOUND.
baby ai ni=)

sorry was busy that i didnt update anything recently.
saturday work until 6pm then daddy fetch me to jumbo restaurant to meet up with my rest of my family and relatives to have dinner there.
dinner until around 10 plus. so tired le. then didnt chat with baby much fallen asleep half way through when sms him.
have a slight conflict wif him. but after that was ok le=D
yesterday work till 12pm off i meet baby.
sorrie baby i was late.
take mrt to orchard shaw house, watch terminator salvation.
it was nice=)
later off to bugis junction. baby went to buy his bag and for his sister as well.
he bought me a necklace=)
thanks baby, ai si ni le=D
later went amk walk walk.
bought baby herbal tea. because he is having cold+ cough.
baby get well soon.
walk walk till around 9 plus then went back home=)

yesterday didnt update cus mong swing ba. sorrie
and so tired lo that i fallen asleep in the train when we are going back.
went to interview wif angeline and lee yen.
the interviewer was friendly. he say he will look out of any jobs that is available for us. hope got good news from him=D
after that of course is shopping.. hehe saw alot of things to buy but lack of something which is money.
back home around 7.
started surfin net.
was talking to my friends from 9 plus to 10 plus till i chat with baby.
thanks friends for being there for me.
baby seems so weird nowdays.
am i thinking much again or the worst is coming?
hope not ba.
sleeping soon. tml still got work.

today went interview with kimchi=)
went to take the lift but was unable to reach 12 floor.
call up the person but totally don understand what she say,
heng uh thank god someone press 12 floor then we manage to reach.
he press can reach but we press like hell was like unable to reach.
interview turn out to be failure=(
nevermind least we did try out.
i didnt manage to get it to the f1 job just because i argue with the teacher.
dunoe what she tell my advisor lor.
forget it lor..blame on my stupidness.
baby nowdays seem so busy.
he looks so stress.
heartpain siah baby=(
i think i am like a failure lo only know how to spend his money.
darling cheer up.
ue don think so much=D
sorrie for making ue so worrie and sad.
smile=)
tml going interview wif kimchi.
wish me good luck!hehe..

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